why is it we always want something we can't have? wouldn't it just be easier to want something we can have? it would make life a whole hell of a lot easier. but, that would be defeating the purpsoe though, wouldn't it? people just have the natural instinct to be stubborn and difficult. it gives life a certain flare. it makes life a little more interesting,and exciting; as well as painful. wanting something we can't have is good for us as well as bad, i guess... its a breath of fresh air everytime something or someone new comes into our life. then, that person or thng can leave just as easily as it came. then its like being pulled back under. its sucking the air from your lungs...and you can't breath...your frantically trying to grasp onto something to pull yourself up...only it isn't there. thats when we break down and live inside ourselves for awhile...wondering why we wanted it so bad even though we couldn't have it...and knowing you couldn't. so why is it, something we can't have is so desirable? whats the point? does anybody really know? all i have are guesses. cuz no matter how hard i try, i don't understand and i just wish that what i want wasn't so hard to get... maybe its the thrill of the chase...

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