why is it that sometimes what you thought you wanted may not be what you really wanted or needed? or, everything is going great, then turns for the worst.

everything you wanted, everything you thought you needed, wasn't what you thought it would be. the surprising thing is, you don't hurt as much as you thought you would. you slowly forget about him/her(whatever you prefer, depending on whos reading this) and you move on. you begin thinking about whats going on around you and look forward to the possibilities of the new year. the new year can bring so many things: new friendships; new relationships; being really happy with someone who actually wants you.

you will always be friends with the person you thought you always wanted. because, no matter how hard you try, they will always be in your life.

but, that person won't hold the same place in your heart that they used to. but, they won't probably notice or even care.

so, take notice of whats aound you and don't sell yourself short. there are always bigger and better things out there. you will find somebody. don't settle for anything less than you deserve.

what you want isn't always what you need. what you need may be out there somewhere. open your eyes.